hey below is something frm hsuan....



Hey peeps!! Just wanna blog and share with you all something which makes me understand the importance of sowing.

Today was my last day in camp and for some reason (chose not to elaborate as it was quite a long story and I didn't want to remember it.)my IC scolded me for nothing and humiliated me in front of my juniors and my section mates (my section mates were of course happy to see that as they always had some problems with me but I think that they were having more privileges than me even though I was the section commander.)It really made me felt that the efforts that I have put into the section for the past 1 year was been to waste as my IC thinks that I always"eat snake" and teaching my juniors the wrong stuffs.(but the fact was he was the one who did not want to let me use my offs and even wanted to void the 21 days off that i got after putting in my blood and sweat for 3months in thailand and the whole company knew about it.), and Ijust want to thank God for placing such a batch of good juniors into my section.

Since I was the unwanted one in the section, I always did my work alone and my section mates would not help me, even came to sabotage my work at times, but I feel that I did not want to give unneccessary problems to the section thus accepting all the punishments myself as it was my work.When this batch of juniors posted into my section to undergo training and eventually joining my section, my section mates had been using them for "bangala works" (eg. throwing rubbish, sweeping the floor, washing the floor.) and did not want to teach them and even showed them attitude problem.Thus they came to me and always worked with me, and so as usual I will use all my knowledge to teach them and build bonding with them by asking how were they and always going for tea-breaks together and also waiting for them to go home together. So our bonding was really strong and they will always come over to the vehicle which i was working at to chat with me and ask me stuffs at the end of the day and sometimes even helping me with my work.i was touched that they would still be that close to me even though my section mates had been spreading stuffs about me into their ears (but action speaks a thousand words.). Especially today when they knew i was really hurt and angry by what my IC said, they came and talked to me and keep telling me that itwas my last day and I should not be thinking about stuffs like that and even when i reached home, they were sending me messages and wish me all the best.

Through them I really understand about sowing. We reap what we sow and if we reap good seeds, we sow good fruits and if we sow bad seeds, we reap bad fruits!and so lets start to sow love seeds into our friends like how Jesus sacrified himself and sowed love seeds into us so that we will receive salvation!! An advise to the future NS personnels: (Dan, Guoyang, Elijah, yiwei) The other dark extreme ends of people will appear in army and in every unit there will always be people who will backstab, sabotage, spread nonsense and its even more frequent in service units like mine, and Ns is the season of mental growth and strengthening as you all will face people that you sometimes could not even imagine, but I believe being the sons of God, we will become examples and vessels of His love and glory and go into NS and light up the darkness in people's heart and spread God's love into them and touch them! =D